i spend so much time worrying about what the other person will say, or what the other person will think, or what the other person will do, i forgot about what i want to say, what i think, or what i want to do.
i used to be the exact opposite-more of a f*ckit attitude, and then wham! new personality.
and i hated it.
so i tried to go back to who i used to be, but sometimes, i find myself reverting back to that little chicken of a girl. then i TOTALLY hate myself for it.
but by the time i grow some balls and just take care of whatever it is, its like totally done and if i were to bring it up, id be 'hey, so remember when...' and you know what i get? 'huh?? what? when??'
lame.
f*ckit right? whats the worst that can possibly happen? ill just end up shoving my foot in my mouth, but it seems to like it there anyway, right?
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